Mental Suicide
It’s something I do.
If I do or say something embarrassing, I commit mental suicide. It’s one of those Ally McBeal moments.
The sketch of what I’ve posted below is merely, what I call, a “concept” doodle. It’s not art.

It needs a bit of tweaking… The hand is too close to the skull and I have to redo the proportions of the arm.
I wasn’t sure about how the impact of a bullet would damage a skull so I googled up a video of a bullet being shot through an apple is slow motion and applied that to my sketch.
Then there was the problem of brains being blown out. What would that look like?
The video happens to have a banana being shot at and I figured that’s probably what a cerebrum being blown out would look like.
As for the hair… well, I used my imagination for that. I don’t suppose there would be any videos of a head being shot at in slow motion on the net… But even so I wouldn’t watch it!!! I’m not freaking psychotic!
The video is actually pretty neat. Go ahead and give it a look-see.
More of my work can be found here.
February 28, 2009 at 2:49 pm
Haha! Love it!
February 28, 2009 at 3:29 pm
woah!! lol i son need to hire you to do some sketches on my wall
February 28, 2009 at 3:30 pm
*so
typos man
February 28, 2009 at 4:08 pm
The picture is awesome But think positive these feelings dont last for long
~Peace~
February 28, 2009 at 7:48 pm
Ooooh…its art…its pure genius.. I was enthralled by the beauty of it!
February 28, 2009 at 8:06 pm
you don’t have to worry about ur ‘brains’ being blown out!
Cool video tho.
February 28, 2009 at 10:51 pm
@ Makaluwo- Thanks
@ The Whack- Thanks! As for your wall, you don’t need me. All you need is to draw a grid and get a copy of the beach babe pic
Kidding!
@ Lion Heart- Thanks! Well actually it makes me feel a bit better… Yes… I’m strange… but then aren’t we all…
@ Nikang- Awwwww shucks! Thanks
@ Laarchi- Well yeah…. ’cause it’s all in my imagination… I wasn’t ever worried about blowing my brains out…
February 28, 2009 at 11:22 pm
Dude, you’re weird.
March 1, 2009 at 12:41 pm
@ PB- I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. I am cool weird
, you are freaky weird…
March 1, 2009 at 1:36 pm
Just passing by.Btw, you website has great content!
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March 1, 2009 at 4:42 pm
Oh dear Ye! I woz complimenting the video dude…but hey,it takes a real artist to spot these youtube videos right? .. :p..
March 1, 2009 at 7:16 pm
@ Mike- Thanks mate
@ Nikang- Yeah sure dude, sure, whatever you say
March 2, 2009 at 1:26 am
dude that’s an apple. so u have an apple for the head? interestinngggg. and the impact would snap off the neck you know, having the bullet fired in at such close range.
hey! where’s the gun?
im nitpicking I knoww. but then you shoulda stayed up and stoppd me from doing it hahahaha admit it! IM EVIL (6) lol
PS: and yes i know. im psychotic. been watching too much of the same thing over and over
March 2, 2009 at 7:53 pm
@ A- I haven’t seen brains being blown out and I don’t intend to.
As for the head snapping off… it all depends on the type of gun!
It’s a concept drawing… The concept of pretending to shoot yourself in the head and doing just that…
And what would you know about brains being blown out when you haven’t held a brain, prodded it with your finger, cut it in two or checked out brain cells under a microscope! Hmpf!
March 4, 2009 at 10:11 am
Check out my post on “Doodles”